I am really blessed right now. JOSEPH rehearsals started yesterday and it is a warm, wonderful group of professionals, and an efficiently run theatre. I still can't believe I'm the lead...I keep wondering when they are going to say "oh we made a mistake, you're fired!" :) Everything seems to be falling into place..I feel like I have a real career at the moment, and I feel great. You have to take life with the good and the bad, and it feels good to be in the 'good' mode presently...I have been with the bad times yes and I am sure there will be more..it seems this is life's process..ebb and flow.